My Shadows

I wish that I could tell you
it's not my blood that stains the floor
but that's not the story
so I'll keep lying more and more
the truth, it hurts
so I spin so many fairytales
really, it's fake
so I'll keep spinning it 'til it fails

you wanna try into my life but it's no use
you could never handle all my self abuse
so just give in

you're never gonna understand me
like you want to, oh you want to
I'm never gonna fall hard for you
I don't want you, oh don't want you
it's hard enough to love myself
in a world that treats me so cruel
and you want me to love you back
but I never loved you, baby you're such a fool
you can't take all my pain and the misery that follows
but you still wanna walk my shadows

I wish that you could see it
standing right in front of your face
but you're not that clever
ignorance is such a disgrace
the pain, it kills
you can't see the darkest side of me
I lie, destroy
everything you wanted this to be

you wanna try to mend all my destructive thoughts
you can keep trying c'mon give it all you've got
and just give in

you're never gonna understand me
like you want to, oh you want to
I'm never gonna fall hard for you
I don't want you, oh don't want you
it's hard enough to love myself
in a world that treats me so cruel
and you want me to love you back
but I never loved you, baby you're such a fool
you can't take all my pain and the misery that follows
but you still wanna walk my shadows

you must be crazy must be out of your mind
to want me so bad you'd go to any height
wha tdo you see in me that attracts you so
why can't you just get over me and let go
instead you wanna walk my shadows

you're never gonna understand me
like you want to, oh you want to
I'm never gonna fall hard for you
I don't want you, oh don't want you
it's hard enough to love myself
in a world that treats me so cruel
and you want me to love you back
but I never loved you, baby you're such a fool
you can't take all my pain and the misery that follows
but you still wanna walk my shadows

you're never gonna understand me
like you want to, oh you want to
I'm never gonna fall hard for you
I don't want you, oh don't want you
it's hard enough to love myself
in a world that treats me so cruel
and you want me to love you back
but I never loved you, baby you're such a fool
you can't take all my pain and the misery that follows
but you still wanna walk my shadows