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maybe people would like me
if I could keep myself clean
maybe I'd be more happy
but no, this world just has to be so mean
maybe I'd understand more
if my mind wasn't so numb
maybe I'd say something nice
but no, the words come out, man I'm so dumb
how much can I do
before it fades fast
what else can I try
so this pain won't last
why am I still here alive
why am I stuck here to strive
can I run the other way
try again another day
I can't stand understand
I'm lost in my own head
so please man understand
I'm much better off dead
so let me go
let me go
maybe
maybe I could get better
if I could first help myself
maybe I can stop this pain
but no, I just fuck up my mental health
maybe I might find the one
if I my heart wasnt so lost
maybe I will see the light
but no, I take misery, at what cost
how much can I take
before it fades black
what else can I say
to get back on track
why am I still here alive
why am I stuck here to strive
can I run the other way
try again another day
I can't stand understand
I'm lost in my own head
so please man understand
I'm much better off dead
so let me go
let me go
maybe
if I didn't rely on things like this
drugs, alcohol, blood, addictions
if I could handle life being alone
hugs, kisses, love, romantic
but I take the darker road
why am I still here alive
why am I stuck here to strive
can I run the other way
try again another day
I can't stand understand
I'm lost in my own head
so please man understand
I'm much better off dead
so let me go
let me go
maybe
why do you hold onto me
with every fiber of your being
why do you keep me here now
is there something I should be seeing
cos I don't see nothing
I see nothing
at all
I lie awake
playing with musical notes
and counting the stars
cos I've got nothing
if I could keep myself clean
maybe I'd be more happy
but no, this world just has to be so mean
maybe I'd understand more
if my mind wasn't so numb
maybe I'd say something nice
but no, the words come out, man I'm so dumb
how much can I do
before it fades fast
what else can I try
so this pain won't last
why am I still here alive
why am I stuck here to strive
can I run the other way
try again another day
I can't stand understand
I'm lost in my own head
so please man understand
I'm much better off dead
so let me go
let me go
maybe
maybe I could get better
if I could first help myself
maybe I can stop this pain
but no, I just fuck up my mental health
maybe I might find the one
if I my heart wasnt so lost
maybe I will see the light
but no, I take misery, at what cost
how much can I take
before it fades black
what else can I say
to get back on track
why am I still here alive
why am I stuck here to strive
can I run the other way
try again another day
I can't stand understand
I'm lost in my own head
so please man understand
I'm much better off dead
so let me go
let me go
maybe
if I didn't rely on things like this
drugs, alcohol, blood, addictions
if I could handle life being alone
hugs, kisses, love, romantic
but I take the darker road
why am I still here alive
why am I stuck here to strive
can I run the other way
try again another day
I can't stand understand
I'm lost in my own head
so please man understand
I'm much better off dead
so let me go
let me go
maybe
why do you hold onto me
with every fiber of your being
why do you keep me here now
is there something I should be seeing
cos I don't see nothing
I see nothing
at all
I lie awake
playing with musical notes
and counting the stars
cos I've got nothing
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You did a really good job with this. You'll make it out of this, you are a strong person you just need to find the light in all the darkness..I wish I could help, but what can I possibly do? I can listen and I've said some things but nothing seems to help..I know you can find the light and come out strong..