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I Guess

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my heart beats racing
I'm on probation
everybody's looking up to me
my body's weakened
and I've beaten
everybody's torturing me

why can't I break free of these chains
that bound me here
why can't I lose all inhibitions
and make it clear

I don't apologize
when I make mistakes
I take it to my grave
whatever hell it makes
I accept that fate
I just give up hope
and hell breaks loose
I guess I'll just learn to cope

my lips are speaking
the words are sneaking
everybody's waiting on me
my mind is all lies
the light oh it dies
everybody's killing me

why can't I get them to see what I see
will they ever know
why can't I take control of this
and let it all go

I don't apologize
when I make mistakes
I take it to my grave
whatever hell it makes
I accept that fate
I just give up hope
and hell breaks loose
I guess I'll just learn to cope

why be shameful when life is so short
why give a damn when there's no support
I got one too many issues why take more in
when the one's I've got tear into my skin
you don't understand what's in my mind
why I'm dark, depressing and so unkind
I can't explain it cos it hurts my head
thoughts and feelings that I wish were dead

I don't apologize
when I make mistakes
I take it to my grave
whatever hell it makes
I accept that fate
I just give up hope
and hell breaks loose
I guess I'll just learn

I don't apologize
when I make mistakes
I take it to my grave
whatever hell it makes
I accept that fate
I just give up hope
and hell breaks loose
I guess I'll just learn to cope
This is kinda like, a hidden meaning I suppose. It's about having trust issues, really. But it kinda masks itself with lies and insecurities. The thing is, this really does summarize me. I have a hard time apologizing, cos I hate to admit I'm wrong. I guess this song is kinda that coming out.

This is odd, it's more rhythmic when it's sung.
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